The mourning after...

Dear best friends,
I really hate this shit. Let May 26, 2009 go down as one of the worst days in my life. Lynds and I could not bear to stay in the house tonight after crying the equivalent of all of the gallons of ice cream I ate last night...so we are sitting here trying to forget our sorrows with Strongbow and Shrek. Not really working, but at least we get to leave this lifeless place tomorrow...I wish I could cut my feelings right now in our craft corner. I wish I had a giant candle to hug. I wish I had east side mini mart cake mix to bake and a smoke alarm to set off (ps Nat and Jac, you will get your pens in the mail, among other things :) I wish I had large quantities of frosting. I wish I also had some meat I could go warm up. I wish I could see Ali eat it one more time on our hardwood floors and Nat overflow the dishwasher upstairs. I wish we could make ridiculously strong drinks with ridiculously cheap gin (after drinking all the tequila of course). I wish we were all on the playpad right now passed out from those drinks. I wish I was not scared to wake up in the morning. I wish it was reunion time so we could all hug and heal the gaping hole in my heart.
I wish and hope that day two will be better than day one for everyone...love and miss you all
PHE4E&E
Amy